Rudy flare up [23 Dec 2009|10:03am] i_do_the_jerk Rudy had another flare up last night. Weather: High 59 Low 49 Rained a bit in the morning and was partly cloudy all day. Windy in morning and afternoon as well. Fed him grass hay and scoop of triple crown low starch. Supplements were 1 scoop of Absorbine Flex and half scoop of electrolytes. He was turned out the night before. Ran around a bit but didn't have too much energy. Next full moon is on December 31st. post comment

[21 Dec 2009|09:36pm] hushlittlelady If anyone reads this still, I would love to hear thoughts and get some feedback. This year has mostly involved a lot of personal growth. Getting to know me, and loving me, and gaining a confidence in being myself that I have never before known. But in reflecting on the year, and realizing I made things very black and white, I wonder now how to keep moving forward. Everything for me is generally all or nothing. And I think I really applied that to the people in (or not in, for that matter) my life this year. Fuck me over? BYE! No if ands or buts. No excuses. No time or tolerance for careless, selfish, hurtful people. And it's not that it's "holding a grudge" but I have definitely shut some people off for good reason. Where I am conflicted is the growth here. I almost feel like I need to reach out in a very simple way to a few people, and forgive. Though I do NOT care to have these people a part of my life, I feel like deep down, there is a rumbling hate within that is keeping me from truly moving on from these situations. And I need to find a way to let it go. Thoughts? Experiences? 8 comments|post comment

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